March 13, 2012

Horrendous March - Part 2

Yesterday registers the second year post my tragic incident that took place on the roads of Medina.
It still hurts !
I have tried to overcome this  incident but I still do feel  irritated when I start to recall small details. It really feels good to be alive. I am very thankful to God, for I was given a chance to fix/correct the mistakes I have done in life.
I will give you the reader the chance to know a little more about it below:

I didn’t wake up ! I Didn’t see anything ! I can only remember my parents taking me to the Saudi German Hospital in Jeddah. I didn’t know why ?!? But they took me there and I was given physical therapy to help improve my left arm/hand.
I was shocked !! my hand does not move properly up or down.. and there is a lot of pain in my left shoulder, I don’t know why....
Then I was moved to a hotel near my house where some friends and colleagues came in to say Hi.
Again I don’t know why?
The silence was so loud, no one told me what was going on but I felt that there was something wrong.
There was something bad that I did , or maybe something bad happened to me.
Looking through my body I found:
-          a scar on the face underneath my left eye
-          deep bleeding right arm
-          torn and bleeding left shoulder
-          bleeding on the feet and toes
After observing the wounds on my body, I knew that I was suffering from something serious. As days went on I started listening clearly to people and carefully to the discussions my sisters and parents had yet I couldn't come to an answer ! I was emerged in lost time.
Its annoying!! The only thing I had to do was to confront my parents. And that’s what I did!
 I went over to my parents and I asked them “Whats really going on?”.   They replied with sorrowful and saddened faces that my friends and I were in a horrible car accident and I cheated death.
Consequently, they explained that after that accident I was unconscious and suffering from a concussion and head trauma .


I prefer to end this story telling here as I could go on forever to elaborate and talk about the hidden emotions and feelings.